I am STILL HERE!!

Well  I am back! Yes I haven't blogged in 6 MONTHS!!!!!!!! I keep thinking I should make a video to speed things up but..... then I forgot!! So why haven't I blogged in the past 6 months??? Well everyone who ever reads this I am Pregnant! Yes!! There is a little tiny human growing inside me.  Me and my husband are very happy and beyond blessed. I am exactly 6 months pregnant. It has been HARD!!!!!!! So............. HARD to just sit down and write WITHOUT CRYING!!!!! I went from thinking I don't really need kids. I am good all by myself. I got nieces and nephews. To then getting married to my best friend. All I want is to share everything with him. I feel like when I got over my fears and gave my all to GOD. All the negativity I had ever carried about family went away. Lets not allow our PAST to taint the VISION of OUR FUTURE. God has the final word. When family came to our minds we both prayed before taking the step of becoming parents. We know good parenting does not happen over night. We prayed for guidance. We did not want to take this step because of our emotions. We wanted this to be a part of his plan for our lives.I prayed for this baby for months!!! Before I even took a test or even thought I might be a mom soon. I started to pray for my future kids.I wanted them to feel that presence of love. The greatest love I know is GOD. I ask him everyday to help me and guide our lives towards him. I might not blog very often after this post. I  will try to post as much as I can. I tried to post previous things before but I never finished. I was either having morning sickness or just plain tired. Now I am feeling better and  I will blog about my pregnancy experience soon!